he’s the only one who can open me up emotionally. I have walls, like wall of china walls that reach mountain top high, but when he sings those walls they come tumbling down. i have no control over anything, and in those minutes i lose it all. every part of me floods out and is poured in the open. For those minutes i am not my own. i am not anyone’s. i am the music. i float on it’s stream and become one with it. His music does that to me. Every single time. But this song, this song has made me feel things i have never experienced before in my life. made me feels things i refused to feel. or believe to have felt.